ulang balik.

2005, masa zaman final year di uni.

Semester akhir yang sangat happening dan kalut. Dan sibuk. Juga menyibuk.

Hari2 pemikiran pasal cacing aje. Hidup ke, mati ke.

Cuti raya pun singkat sangat. Tak boleh tinggal cacing lama2. Nanti mati.

Boleh rosak projek.  Boleh hancur FYP aku.

Maka, berkorban lah.

Aku, Fadz dan Cik Siri bertungkus-lumus.

Jadi pengutip sampah. Buruh kasar.

Busuk. Geli.

Kerja di lab yang selalu ada aroma carcinogenic chemicals.

Seluar rabak dek asid hidroklorik pekat.

Tangan gatal2 dek solution perendam radas yang tak ditukar sang pakcik lab.

(Pakai glove pun tak guna).

Analyse sample dari malam buta sampai dinihari.

(Tak bleh nak percaya kami bertiga sanggup bermalam di lab puaka tu).

2009, kitar FYP bermula balik.

Aku dah kena mula merangka-rangka dan berfikir-fikir.

Mungkin tak seteruk dulu, tapi cabaran tetap sama, malah lebih lagi.

Aku harap kekuatan ‘impossible is nothing’ 4 tahun dulu datang balik.

Pegang kata Dr SK – “Sustain your interest for a long time”.

Maka, buat la benda yang menarik minat kita. Yang mampu buat kita sentiasa teruja untuk tahu lebih dalam. Yang takkan buat kita bosan dan menyampah.

Masalahnya aku tak jumpa lagi benda yang menarik minat aku ni.

Haih.

*Aku rindu buruh2 kasar rumah cacing dulu

[ter-jiwang]

Are you the one?

The traveller in time who has come

To heal my wounds to lead me to the Sun

To walk this path with me until the end of time

Are you the one?

Who sparkles in the night like fireflies

Eternity of evening sky

Facing the morning eye to eye

~ Are You The One? by Within Temptation

I wish I am.

ppsmbm

Kanak2 yang akan masuk Darjah 1, Darjah 4, Tingkatan 1 dan Tingkatan 4 pada tahun 2012 akan mula belajar Sains & Matematik dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

Sama macam zaman2 aku skolah dulu.

Memang aku lagi suka teruskan je PPSMI, tapi lepas aku ber’argue’ ngan kawan aku, yelah, akhirnya aku setuju dengan dia yang dua2 subjek ni memang PERLU kembali diajar ke BM.

Berdasarkan pengalaman dia sendiri dan pengalaman membesarkan anak dia yang terkena tempias  PPSMI ni — mmg patut balik ke BM.

Yang penting, kanak2 Malaysia ni tau SAINS, MATEMATIK tu apa. Bukan sekadar susah payah dok menghapal terms2 dalam English.

Ok la tu nak improve pengajaran BI. Pengisian subjek tu sendiri.

Time pengajaran bertambah. Cikgu2 bertambah.

Secara personal, aku yg selama ni kerja ngan buku2 SAINS dalam BI, scara tak langsung aku rasa BI aku ada improve sikit la.

Rasa2nya lah

Adus. Kena kembali membiasakan diri dengan angkup, tabung uji, kalsium dan natrium

*Aku cuma rasa pelik kenapa budak2 Darjah 4 & Tingkatan 4 terlibat sama. Bagi budak2 Darjah 1 & Tingkatan 1 sudah la.*

the announcement.

The Education Minister will announce the decision on PPSMI this afternoon.

Whatever the decision is, it affects my work.

Being a part of education publishing line, any decision made by the government matters.

 

I prefer it to be continued.

Continue with what have started and improve the system.

Personally I guess that won’t happen.

 

If we were to revert to pre-2003 system, fine.

 

*The Minister is having the PC right now. I heard 2012? *

Latest update (as for now):

Taken from The Star Online -

Wednesday July 8, 2009

Mathematics and Science to be taught in BM, vernacular languages

The Cabinet decided on Wednesday that Mathematics and Science will be taught in Bahasa Malaysia and vernacular languages in stages from 2012 onwards. Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, who announced this, however, said more emphasis would be placed on learning English. 

More reports from The Star Online and The Malaysian Insider.

already 14 years.

 

She used to be one of the most outstanding students, favoured by her lecturers.

She’s the brightest among the siblings. Always make the parents proud.

She has a nice and creative handwriting, just like her mother.

She loves music, poetry and writing,

and…daydreaming.

[Exactly like her sister]

 

7th July, 2009.

If she’s here, she would turn 36.

But she’s not.

 

Al-fatihah to Hifzana Hafni  — The inspiration lives on.